tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35232622217745197312024-03-08T12:39:21.229-08:00WavesAquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-61880992998798600282012-09-21T06:01:00.002-07:002012-09-21T06:01:46.807-07:00PRIVESTE CERULAquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-44725919567123099692012-04-27T23:47:00.002-07:002012-04-27T23:47:55.089-07:00Magie<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Traindu-mi viata care nu inteleg
de ce mi-a fost data incep sa ma confrunt cu gandurile si cu sufletul care nu
imi dau voie sa fac lucrurile dupa placul lor.</span></div>
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mereu la tine, stiu ca nu e bine tocmai de asta tu inca nu ai aflat. Nu ma
gandeam vreodata ca o sa se ajunga aici…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Te iubesc ca
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frunzele care fosneau si de instinctul pe care il aveam. De mult voiam sa fac
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intens, putin dar placut, putin dar plin de farmec.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Te caut cu
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consideri greseala nu vreau sa fie un obstacol acum in fata prieteniei nostre, nu
vreau ca totul sa se opreasca aici. Ma simt ca un copil, cu teama incerc sa te
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Nu sunt o
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il stiu sigur si sa nu il uiti nici tu, omul ascunde multe iar cand ii e teama
de ceva devine nonconformist si isi ascunde temerile, isi ascunde sinceritatea
si gingasia, ascunde tot de frica sa nu isi bata joc altii de ele. Cine a avut
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si mi-ai redat increderea ca inca mai exista persoane speciale in lume, acum
pot astepta sau pot incepe cautarea acelei persoane pentru ca in ochii tai nu
sunt eu cea care se oglindeste.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Ador sa te
ascult vorbind si povestind, ador sa pun mana pe telefon cand suna si sa aud
inca o intamplare de-a ta, nu vreau sa ne pierdem…</span></div>
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nu exista a patra…tacere, apel sau mesaj…fiecare are cate o semnificatie, eu o
sa astept cateva ore pentru oricare din variante.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Gandeste ca un
nebun, zambeste ca un copil, iubeste ca un parinte!</span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-48587011467606992062012-03-15T22:48:00.000-07:002012-03-15T22:48:26.847-07:00unknown<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Tigari afurisite, de cand incerc sa scap de voi si nu reusesc...</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Ajungand acasa la orele diminetii realizez ca mi-au ramas intiparite in minte unele lucruri legate de tine, cam asta se intampla mereu cand te vad dar acum e ceva mai mult.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Noiembrie a fost ultima luna in care reusit sa imi pun gandurile intr-un text iar acum incerc sa mai fac inca o data si sper sa imi reuseasca.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Intre timp am inceput un an nou pe care il simt foarte diferit de cei precedenti...nu mai am acele “momente de visare” in care ma joc cu imaginatia in urma carora reusesc sa arunc niste cuvinte pe o coala alba. Am multe ganduri ale caror rezolvare nu le gasesc, multe temeri de care inca sunt dependenta, multi oameni care cer sa fie aproape si nu ii pot pastra, multi prieteni care pleaca si uita sa se intoarca, multe sentimente ale caror lipsa o simt.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Nu imi dau seama cum ai aparut dar stiu ca inca imi esti un necunoscut, un necunoscut care m-a surprins arucandu-mi cateva ganduri ale lui, cateva sentimente nestiute sau poate stiute de multi altii. De unde nevoia de a discuta cu mine? De unde sinceritatea pe care o detii? De unde increderea in mine? Poti sa citesti, poti sa nu citesti, poti sa iti dai seama ca tu esti sau poti sa nu.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>M-ai facut sa imi amintesc de mine si de cum am fost, de incercarile de a uita si de a merge inainte cu capul sus. Inca nu pot face asta pentru ca nu ma simt implinita, inca simt golul care trebuie inlocuit.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Tristetea e o boala care ne macina si care se joaca cu noi, ne face sa uitam cine si cum suntem, ne face sa lasam totul pentru nimic si sa uitam zambetul de care multi ar dori sa se bucure.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Nu dau cartile pe fata pentru nimeni, le pastrez in mana pentru ca din toate cele 4 carti decat una e diferita, tu esti cel care alege, tu esti cel care decide diferenta sau egalitatea fata de ceilalti.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Vorbele din exterior nu au fost unele placute dar imi place sa traiesc totul pe pielea mea, sa simt eu ca sunt indepartata, mintita sau uitata.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Sunt neplacuta si nesociabila dar tu te-ai apropiat putin, sunt un om direct si simplu si nu zambesc oricui.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Se pare ca am uitat sa imi exprim sentimentele, un pas mare pentru mine a fost sa imi impun sa-mi pastrez lacrimile pentru momente vesele nu sa le irosesc pentru ceea ce a trecut si am reusit numai sa le pastrez, inca nu am gasit momentele pline de fericire in urma carora sa pot lacrima de bucurie.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Multe incaperi din viata mea s-au inchis, multe usi au fost incuiate si nu vreau sau nu pot sa gasesc cheile potrivite pentru a le deschide iar. Doar de un lucru sunt sigura acum, inca nu sunt ceea ce imi doresc, inca nu sunt unde imi doresc dar mereu incerc sa lupt pentru ceea ce sufletu-mi cere.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Cuvinte scrise aiurea, vorbe aruncate fara rost te pun pe ganduri sau iti plac? Zambesc pentru ca sunt constienta ca daca realizezi ca tu esti cel mentionat aici eu nu o sa stiu niciodata reactia sau gandul care apare in mintea ta.</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>Imi e dor sa stiu ca cineva zambeste pentru mine....</span></i></div><div class="MsoNormal"><i><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span></span></i></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com6Calea București, Craiova, România44.3123448 23.86827360000006644.3123133 23.868223100000066 44.3123763 23.868324100000066tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-62857895270710563482011-11-03T08:39:00.001-07:002011-11-03T08:39:11.753-07:00Prints<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><span> </span></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">Fumez lasandu’ma purtata de ganduri ce se ascund in spatele unei masti de care sunt dependenta, ma las uitata din viata multora si pasesc incet in viata altora....</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Nu mi’am dorit sa fiu dublicitara, nu mi’am dorit sa’mi pot exprima sentimentele numai printr’un mod pe care putini il inteleg si multora li se pare ciudat, nu eu am ales pentru mine... Si daca acum ar trebui sa aleg oare ce as allege? </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>O viata de care sa ma bucur numai eu?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>O viata in care sa va inveselesc pe voi?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>O viata pe care sa o traim impreuna?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>E simplu, mi’as dori sa fiu ceea ce sunt, nu’mi pare rau pentru mine, nu’mi pare rau de incapacitatea de a tine oamenii aproape, nu’mi pare rau decat ca am pierdut mult timp din viata pentru nimic... pentru lucruri de care eram curioasa... </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Am multe dorinte, am multa putere in mine, imi lipseste doar ambitia de a porni a doua lupta. Am nevoie de agitatie in viata mea, am nevoie de adrenalina sa pot gandi la acel nivel pe care mi’l doresc... </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>“once upon a time” eram o alta persoana, o persoana care nu permitea nimanui sa se apropie, eram atat de sigura pe mine si pe ceea ce eram incat simteam ca nimeni nu m’ar dobori chiar daca mi’ar pune piedica dar asta a fost atunci. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Cineva m’a intrebat daca regret ceva din viata asta si nu am fost sincera, am spus ca nu... da, regret multe dar nu mai am ce face cu regretele, nu ma ajuta la nimic, mi’a luat mult timp pana sa accept acele greseli, mi’a luat ceva timp pana sa realizez ca nu am puterea sa ma omor si sa raman doar o umbra in sufletul vostru. A trebuit sa admit ca nu mai pot schimba nimic, a trebuit sa pun punct acelui capitol si asta am facut. Din pacate ochii imi erau mereu inapoi si fara sa realizez am inceput un capitol mai urat, un capitol plin de alcool si de ura, plin de indiferenta si nesiguranta, un capitol in care nu faceam decat sa imi doresc sa uit, sa’mi pierd memoria, in liniste imi doream ca printr’un accident sa pot pleca, sa’mi pot lasa sufletul liber in vazduh pentru ca nu stiam sa am grija de el, nu stiam sa il hranesc cu ceea ce avea nevoie, ma distrugeam si faceam totul pe dos, imi uitasem telurile si ideile, uitasem cum e sa’mi pun gandurile pe hartie si sa rad de ceea ce iesea din mintea mea anorexica.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Poate va intrebati ce m’a trezit la realitate sau ce s’a intamplat cu mine, de ce plec si nu mai apar, de ce iubesc sa iubesc putin si dupa sa fug.....sincer nici eu nu stiu acest raspuns, nici eu nu imi inteleg alegerile facute si nici nu imi doresc sa meditez mult acupra lor. Cum de am puterea sa spun ca nimeni nu ma cunoaste? Afirm asta pentru ca stiu ca am dreptate, vino tu, un strain in viata mea si spune’mi cu zambetul pe buze ca eu sunt simpla si ca ma poti cunoaste dupa un timp si am sa’ti rad in fatza, nu uita ca’mi cunosc limitele, tu nu mi le cunosti, nu uita ca’mi cunosc sufletul iar tu nu ai loc in el.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Si totusi ce m’a trezit? Aveti vreo parere despre asta? Puteti afirma ceva, voi, <span> </span>actori ai vietii mele? Piesa mea inca ruleaza in teatrul pustiit, doar voi sunteti cei care plecati.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Cativa ati spus ca nu merit sa fiu mintita dar multi au mintit. Nu va contraziceti unul pe altul, nu mai accentuati nevoia de a fi diferiti de restul in ochii mei, sunteti toti la fel......doar actori debutanti in viata mea, lung e drumul pana la mine si mult imi place sa ma joc cu voi. Imi place increderea pe care o aveti cand spuneti ca puteti mai mult decat atat, imi place ambitia voastra de a va strecura in viata mea. De ce nu incercati drumul cel drept si vreti sa prostiti sistemul incercand un drum ocolitor si mai scurt? Chiar nu ati aflat ca acela e cel mai greu si acolo sunt cele mai multe obstacole? Cum credeti ca puteti depasi arta manipularii pe care o detin? Cum de va lasati descoperiti de aparente cand va privesc? Simplitatea voastra e obishnuita, e prea simpla ca sa ma chinui cu voi de aceea nu va accept.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Necunoscutule, pe tine te astept sa ai puterea sa te uiti in viata ta cautand cel mai ascuns sentiment si sa’l faci public, sa’i accepti esenta. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>“what am i to you?” </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span><span> </span><span> </span></span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-73758245216246468832011-11-02T16:20:00.000-07:002011-11-02T16:20:17.191-07:00Next step<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;">Cand crezi ca poti, cand ai puterea, cand ai spiritul de lupta nu sta pe ganduri. Lupta pentru orice, lupta pt tot si lupta pt nimic dar lupta. Lumea, viata, locurile, pamantul insasi sunt intr’o continua schimbare, accepta gandul si priveste inainte, nu lasa pe nimeni sa te distruga.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;">Am plecat de la cenusiu, de la strigatul de ajutor si am deschis cutia in care m’am aflat, nu am luptat decat impotriva mea, am luptat sa nu mai fiu cea care eram, am simtit ca e loc si de putina viata in sufletul meu. Retraiesc sentimente la intensitate mica, amnezia inca ma doboara iar simturile se pierd.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;">Se lasa frigul asupra corpului meu, semnele sunt pentru a arata ca sunt ceva mai mult decat toti. Candva am spus ca sunt ura, ca as sapa o groapa si v’as arunca dar nimeni nu a inteles ca groapa era viata voastra si v’ati lasat atrasi de ea pt ca eram acolo bucurandu’ma ca sunteti slabi si veniti dupa mine. Am iesit cu greu si incerc sa va scot. Lasati’ma! Pentru mine eu sunt nimic, traiesc pt voi. Fulgerele primite pe furtuna sunt strigatele LOR. Sunt mai mult decat orice pentru ca am puterea sa va contrazic. Mi’am “anesteziat creierul” destul cat sa realizez acum ca merit suferinta asta din plin si o imbratisesz si inca ii zambesc.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Poti sa treci peste dar nu poti sa uiti, <span> </span>accepta’ti soarta si da’i o alta sansa vietii. Nu sta trist, zambeste pt trecut, ai fost fericit, deci poti. Te rog nu uita sa traiesti, nu uita arta cuvintelor pierdute in trecut.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 36pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span>Las marea sa’mi atinga picioarele, nisipul umed ma lasa nemishcata, deschid bratele si primesc imbratisarea soarelui mult iubit. Au fost blestemati sa nu se mai intalneasca, le era interzisa dragostea si tot au savurat’o pana in ultimul moment. Si ea, steaua cea stralucitoare lumineaza pt speranta sufletelor noastre, pentru bucuria si fericirea celor care stiu s’o priveasca. Nu te las nementionata, tu, care pari mereu ca o ceata in mijlocul vietii noastre ne arati ca e nevoie sa mergem inainte chiar daca ochii nu mai pot cuprinde decat negura ce ne domina sufletele. Tu, fulger ce ne inspaimanti, nu ne fura viata, lasa tunetul cel mai asurzitor sa ne trezeasca. Cutremure nu ne mai da palme ca nu toti ne putem trezi. 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<div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-GB"> Am ramas blocata in locul asta sinistru si plin de semene de intrebare ale caror raspunsuri sunt pierdute in intunericul noptii ce s’a lasat asupra vietii.Frecventele receptionate sunt unele puternice iar energia e foarte violenta nu stiu cum inima inca mai rezista, parca se zbate pentru mine, nu se lasa zdrobita de toate fulgerele primite, imi spune sa merg mai departe, sa continui sa pasesc in aceste abisuri,face o conexiune cu propriu’mi suflet pentru a ajunge la gandurile mele pierdute in bezna ce ma inconjoara....m’am pierdut de tot si nu ma mai gasesc....descopar absenta mea din aceasta nemiloasa omenire...</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-GB"><span> </span>Sunt 3 elemente care il formeaza pe al 4-lea: inima, gandurile si sufletul ma alcatuiesc pe mine, pe mine ca om....eu fizic, sunt un nimeni lasat in urma; fara elementele mele sunt doar o umbra .....</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-GB"><span> </span><span> </span>Respect!<span> </span></span></span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-54721197227076644752011-10-06T07:18:00.000-07:002011-10-06T07:35:43.351-07:00My Eyes<span style="font-size: large;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: large;"> Si nimeni nu stie cat de greu este sa privesti lumea in ochi si sa simti ce au simtit ei sau ce o sa simta, sa le simti pana si cea mai mica bataie de inima, cel mai ascuns sentiment al lor....e greu sa realizezi ca cei care ti se par puternici de fapt sunt plini de teama, ei sunt intr’o lupta continua cu mintea si cu sufletul lor....e atat de greu sa uiti de sentimentele tale si sa traiesti cu sentimentele oamenilor din jurul tau..e greu sa iti dai seama ca unora le e teama de tine desi tu esti un om pasnic, e greu sa vezi dincolo de aparente.....oare cum e sa traiesc si sa am numai sentimenetele mele, numai traieile mele? Cum este sa fi un om normal? Curiozitatea poate distruge singurul element care te face diferit de ceilalti, singurul lucru de care tu ai putea sa te bucuri iar ceilalti nu, ar putea disparea daca nu esti in stare sa il pastrezi ca pe ceva sacru in interiorul tau. Ascunde’l dar si arata’l, toate au liminte inclusiv asta, bucura’i pe cei apropiati si lasa’i sa plece pe cei speriati. Zambeste’le celor deschisi dar nu ii uri pe cei inchisi pentru ca si ei se vor deschide, si ei vor ajunge sa vada alta realitate si vor privi inapoi sau poate vor privi inainte..... si ce daca nu crezi? Nu e nevoie sa crezi tu, e nevoie sa stiu eu ca e o usa deschisa in mintea ta si eu imi fac loc sa intru, e nevoie sa simt ca iti e teama pentru ca imi place sa vad asta, e nevoie sa te stiu sigur pe tine ca sa ma hranesc eu, am nevoie de imaginatie ca sa ma pot desfasura, nu am nevoie de secrete ca sa te accept pentru ca am eu destule.....te sperie gandul ca pot face asta? Dar sunt inofensiva si nu fac rau nimanui sau poate numai mie.... tu? Esti doar ceva ce am nevoie ca sa pot merge eu mai departe dar nu te calc in picioare, am nevoie de energia ta dar nu o iau pe toata pentru ca nu vreau sa te schimbi. Esti langa mine? Inseamna ca te’am acceptat, inseamna ca esti ceva pentru mine, ceva ce altii nu au vrut sa fie sau poate ca nu am vrut eu ca ei sa fie ceva pentru mine. Imi esti prieten? Cu atat mai bine, esti diferit de mine si asta ma face sa ma mentin, prin asta mentin balansul dintre mintea si sufletul meu. Si de ce multi nu au puterea sa ma priveasca in ochi in timp ce tu faci asta mereu cand ne vedem? Pentru ca tu esti puternic iar ei nu sunt, pentru ca ei se ascund si par ceea ce nu sunt, pentru ca le e teama de ceea ce vad atunci cand privesc.....nu’mi place sa ma uit la cum arati, imi place sa ma pierd in ochii tai senini si in acelasi timp plini de nori sub care se ascunde soarele.....stiu ca am puterea de a merge mai departe, stiu ca inca am capul pe umeri si mai stiu ca pot sa il si folosesc desi multi nu se asteapta la asta, nu ma ascund, doar ma pastrez pentru ce va urma.....scriu? da, pentru ca imi place, imi place sa ii induc in eroare pe multi.....imi place ca sunt putini cei care stiu despre ce scriu cu adevarat, fiecare povestioara e ceva mai mult decat e scris....poate ca nu scriu despre mine cea de acum, nu scriu despre mine cea de atunci si poate ca nu scriu nici despre mine cea care voi fi...... Dar despre cine scriu? Multi spun ca le place dar nu inteleg, putini zic sa scriu altfel ca e prea greu de citit dar a zis cineva care e secretul de aici? Si’a dat cineva seama de toate astea? Neahhh......sunt sigura ca incercati sa vedeti, incercati sa cititi si va puneti intrebari sau poate mi le puneti chiar mie dar secretul nu e la mine, secretul este la voi....in loc sa cautati informatii pentru a ma cunoaste pe mine de ce nu va cunoasteti pe voi mai intai? De ce nu stati pentru un minut sa va intrebati “cine sunt eu?”? eu stiu cine sunteti voi pentru mine,stiu ce ati fost si stiu ce o sa fiti dar voi, stiti cine sunteti voi? Stiti care va este puterea interioara? Visez si vorbesc mult, de ce? Pentru ca nu vreau sa fiu o pasare cu aripi rupte care nu mai poate sa zboare, pentru ca nu vreau sa raman fara cuvinte in fata lucrurilor care conteaza, imi place sa vorbesc despre ceea ce sunt pentru a va vedea reactia, pentru a invatza despre mine de la voi.....nu ma credeti cand spun ca citesc mult pentru ca nu va imaginati ca eu sa fiu diferita de ceea ce par, nu’mi place sa privesc aiurea la tv, nu’mi place sa’mi pierd timpul pe net....vreau sa ma documentez, vreau sa cunosc lucruril pe care voi inca nu le cunoasteti...decat sa vad un film mai bine citesc o carte pentru a’mi pune mintea sa munceasca, o las sa isi imagineze ea ceea ce e scris, nu sa vad ceea ce si’a imaginat altul, poate ca eu vad lucrurile diferit, poate ca eu inteleg si primesc un altfel de mesaj fata de cel care l’a primit el.....lasati gandurile sa lucreze, lasati imaginatia sa se dezvolte, invatati sa vedeti altfel lucrurile, nu copiati de la altii, doar inspirati’va lucrati singuri pentru voi pentru ca fiecare e unic in felul lui, lasati sa se vada ca sunteti unici nu deveniti ceea ce sunt altii....... “Subconstientul lucreaza dupa legea credintei. Faci orice crezi cu adevarat ca vei face. Crede si se va intampla!” Aveti incredere in voi si in puterile voastre!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: large;"> Respect!</span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-13880428095305312252011-10-05T14:15:00.000-07:002011-10-05T14:15:09.904-07:00Amintirea<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 115%;"><span> </span></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">Sa zicem ca m’am intors dupa putine incercari esuate...tot ce conteaza e ca dupa toate aceste incercari de a ma regasi mi’am regasit copilaria, amintirile placute si prietenii pe care i’am lasat in urma acum 10 ani....da, anul acesta s’au facut 10 ani de cand am pornit <span> </span>singura pe drumul vietii...neavand <span> </span>aproape prietenii, familia fiind departe....si totusi atunci am reusit <span> </span>sa ma pun pe picioare fara ei, eram mica si imi era greu sa recunosc ca le simteam lipsa asa ca toate amintirile cu ei le’am pastrat <span> </span>vii in mintea mea, cele mai mici detalii le stiu si acum...mi’au fost prieteni si acum sunt cunoscuti dar ii iubesc si acum asa cum ii iubeam si atunci,asa cum iubeam toate prostiile pe care le faceam impreuna. Totul este despre o persoana care a insemnat mult pentru mine atunci, inseamna si acum dupa atatia ani si o sa fie in continuare in mintea si inima mea... 15-12-2001 <span> </span>ziua lui...nu stiu daca am apucat sa ii urez ceva personal dar stiu ca am facut’o intr’un caietel si am facut’o multi ani dupa....am pierdut caietelul, nu mai puteam sa notez dar in fiecare <span> </span>an imi aminteam ca e ziua lui si speram ca vreodata o sa mai apuc sa ii spun personal “la multi ani!”. Si toate astea au fost pentru ca si el a plecat, a plecat mai departe ca mine si s’a rupt legatura prieteniei... imi aminteam cu drag<span> </span>zilele petrecute la mine la poarta ascultand mafia desi aveam 8-9 ani,pauzele de la scoala in care eram alergata cu pistoale cu bile care dureau ingrozitor,orele vorbite dimineata la telefon si stiu ca mereu alergam sa raspund, cazaturile pe care le luam uneori ca eram o impiedicata.... toate astea inca le mai retraiesc <span> </span>si imi amintesc de ele cu zambetul pe buze si sper ca macar o data sa mai fim aceeasi trupa si <span> </span>sa radem de tot ce faceam atunci... m’a ajutat mult <span> </span>sa stiu ca il am ca prieten, m’a ajutat mult speranta ca nu o sa ne uitam copilaria, m’a ajutat mult gandul ca uneori o sa ne intoarcem in trecut si o sa zambim pt cele intamplate... dedic <span> </span>aceste cuvinte lui pentru ca e singurul cu care nu am vorbit, singurul pe care nu l’am vazut ani de zile, singurul cu care nu am nici macar o poza la care sa privesc.... reintalnindu’l acum 4 ani sau poate am mult am realizat ca nu mai e acelasi, am vazut schimbare in ochii lui, am vazut ca ceva se intampla...a fost o reintalnire <span> </span>trista dar si funny <span> </span>pt ca eu tot cu rolele eram, el trecea pe strada, avea un tricou rosu daca imi aduc eu bine aminte si eu ma uitam spre el incercand sa imi dau seama daca el e sau nu pt ca nu il recunoasteam, el a fost....a reusit <span> </span>sa se intoarca inapoi la noi pt un timp, a venit sa vada locul pe care l’a parasit....si a plecat....de atunci nu am mai auzit nimic de el, nu mai stiam nimic, nu il mai vazusem deloc....in fiecare an de ziua lui il cautam pe retelele de socializare pentru a’i spune “la multi ani!” dar nu l’am mai gasit..... si totusi in ultimele 2 saptamani ma gandeam intens la el, chiar am povestit unor prieteni acum 2 zile o parte din copilarie.... nu gaseam nici o solutie pentru a’l revedea, nu gaseam nici macar un mic amanunt de care sa ma leg ca sa ajung la el....mi’am zis ca lumea e mica si o sa dau de el pana la urma </span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span></span></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"> si chiar am reusit.....am ramas placut surprinsa cand <span> </span>l’am vazut in poze....era el, matur </span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span></span></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"> nu mi’l imaginasem niciodata asa...a trecut timpul peste noi....am crezut ca m’a uitat, am crezut ca a uitat tot dar m’am inselat.....este acelasi nebun care era inainte, este altfel fata de cum era cand l’am vazut ultima oara, vreau sa cred ca acum e mai bine decat atunci...imi place cine a devenit, imi place cine este el acum, il stiam ambitios si ma asteptam sa lupte pt ceea ce ii place si pentru ceea ce isi doreste si asta a facut. Cred ca a fost surprins cand i’am zis ca mai tin minte ziua lui de nastere, probabil nici nu m’a crezut.....dar important e ca am reusit sa vorbesc cu el, imi era dor de el, de zambetul lui unic si de discutiile noastre interminabile...faptul ca am vorbit cu el ma face sa ma simt mai implinita, sa stiu ca atunci eram ambitioasa si stiu ca ei au avut un rol foarte mare in viata mea, fara sa stie mi’au transmis mereu un mesaj pe care l’am pastrat in suflet mereu..AZI AM FOST FERICITA! </span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span></span></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"> desi ziua a avut un inceput tragic pt mine se pare ca am reusit sa zambesc sau mai bine zis am resusit sa fiu fericita pana la urma. Iti multumesc ca mi’ai fost prieten, iti multumesc ca ai aparut fara sa anunti si iti multumesc ca m’ai facut sa zambesc cand credeam ca nu o sa mai reusesc. Mi’ai dat putina putere, m’ai incurajat fara sa stii si am vazut ca inca iti amintesti si tu...... </span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-78705827116107957062011-06-30T17:02:00.001-07:002011-06-30T17:02:55.536-07:00Fuckin' "sweet home"<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Back:)......m'am intors,m'am intors in locul in care candva ii spuneam “acasa” am incetat sa mai folosesc acest cuvant cu mult timp in urma, cand tot ce consideram eu ca e mai frumos pe lume incepuse sa se destrame si nu s'a oprit, a continuat pana nu a mai ramas nimic.....doar o mizerie care se simte dar nu se vede, o mizere ce au creat'o altii</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;">ca sa distruga acea frumusete si acea putere care inconjura casa.....acum frumusetea e doar in exterior, interiorul e de cacat si miroase urat, imi e greu sa mai stau aici,mi se face rau cand stiu ca sunt aici dar …. e locul in care ma simt in siguranta,locul in care ma intorc mereu pentru a prinde putere ca sa merg mai departe....stiu ca aici am primit cea mai mare dezamagire de la viata si mereu cand sunt dezamagita din alte motive ma intorc aici pentru a'mi aminti ca nimic nu se compara cu durerea pe care am avut'o datorita acestui loc.....e liniste, o liniste nebuna, adie vantul, parca ma mangaie si imi spune “bine ai venit acasa copila”...doar el inca mai face asta....mirosul trandafirilor de pe alee te imbata si te duce intr'un loc al visului, te fac sa adormi de frumusetea lor....stiam eu de ce ziceam cand eram copil ca aceasta casa pare a fi una din filmele horror, asa a devenit pentru mine....un film horror si o traire pe care nu mi'o mai doresc....verdele pomilor de peste strada parca incearca sa imi dea speranta sa merg mai departe, sa fiu puternica asa cum am fost pana acum dar stiu ca nu mai pot, nu mai sunt ceea ce am fost, incet am inceput sa fiu un nimic in vietile multora, o trecatoare.......cate o masina tulbura linistea, poate ca nu e momentul sa ma gandesc ca pare doar linistea de inaintea unei furtuni desi asa pare.....pasarile ciripesc, poate si ele incearca sa imi arate ceva, poate incearca sa imi arate ca mereu exista viata si putere......oare am ajuns sa nu mai pot merge mai departe? Oare acesta imi e sfarsitul? Sau acesta este doar inceputul??? mi'e dor de diminetile in care eram toti aici, de trezirea brusca pe care o aveam mereu....imi e dor de tot, imi e dor sa fim toti asa cum obishnuiam sa fim.....se pare ca inca traiesc in trecut si nu mi'am acceptat viata in prezet in care toti suntem plecati, in care fiecare are casa lui si mai vorbim din cand in cand....intr'un timp imi placea asta....acum m'am saturat......incerc sa nu mai imi incep gandurile cu expresia “cum ar fii daca..” pentru ca mereu cand mi'am inceput gandurile in felul asta, ganduri nu prea bune, s'au si intamplat...nu atunci, nu recent dupa, dar s'au intamplat.....acum ce trebuie sa fac? Sa merg mai departe? Nu am pentru cine, nu am cu cine....nu am de ce....pentru ca pana la urma finalul e acelasi pentru toti numai ca e diferit felul.....imi doresc sa fii fost eu in locul celor 3persoane care au plecat dintre noi, ei aveau motive sa mearga mai departe,sa traiasca fiecare secunda si sa se bucure de fiecare moment....nu mai am pentru cine, nu mai am de ce si nimic nu mai imi da speranta, oricat de mult as incerca sa ma ridic singura nu mai pot, mereu ma duc mai jos.....prietenii? hm....e greu si cu ei, nu imi spun sentimentele prea usor, nu imi spun gandurile niciodata...oare asta sa fie greseala mea? Ca tac mereu sau ca nu spun ce gandesc? Ca nu spun ce imi doresc si ce pot sa fac ca sa obtin ce imi doresc? da.....m'a trezit mama din aceasta nebunie....of.....stilul ei care ma streseaza pe mine cateodata:)) oare e ceva care nu ma streseaza?:)) NUUUUU!! usor se lasa seara.....am momente in care imi doresc sa nu ma fi nascut......dar asta sunt eu cu adevarat ?? nu cred:))</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"> </div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-15431548747336070662011-06-30T16:55:00.001-07:002011-06-30T16:55:40.528-07:00Anonim<span style="font-size: large;">.......cenusiul este o combinatie dintre negru si alb.desi de multe ori crezi ca exista o cale de mijloc, nu o gasesti sau daca o gasesti,cenusiul se lasa dominat de negru sau de alb, la mine au aparut pe rand.....era alb dar cenusiul i-a luat locul, acesta s-a transformat in negru dupa care revenint iar la cenusiu....dar sa nu uitam si cenusiul are mai multe nuante......momentan ma axez pe una din culori, nu caut o combinatie intre ele. am ales un drum acum cateva luni, nu dau inapoi de la el,mai am de indeplinit visuri pana sa caut calea de mijloc.prefer sa merg in zig zag, de la o extrema la alta.............majoritatea sunteti atenti la cum este scris un lucru, va bazati pe aparentele celor din jur si prin asta va faceti viata....nu conteaza felul in care este scris, conteaza ce este scris si ce iti transmite acel lucru cand va aruncati privirea pe el dedicandu-i cateva minute sau cateva secunde din viata voastra.....nu o sa vedeti scrieri foarte corecte la mine...ma asez aprind o tigare si las mainile sa preia controlul cu mintea neluand in seama corectitudinea sau perfectiunea pe care toti o cautati.......cineva a spus la un moment dat "frumoasa povestea din spatele cuvintelor"......poate ca asta conteaza mereu, ce e in sufletul celui care scrie,dar nu multi o sa inteleaga scrierile mele....nu caut sa va arat cum sunt eu sau sa va arat o altfel de viata,vreau doar sa vad daca exista cineva care sa inteleaga "povestea din spatele cuvintelor"....</span>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-43579275335182150072011-06-30T08:11:00.000-07:002011-06-30T08:11:44.705-07:00What's hidden in an empty box?<span style="font-size: large;"><strong> Incep prin a pune sticla de coca-cola in dreapta, pachetul de tigari alaturi de scrumiera-in stanga, nu, nu am uitat de bricheta,este si ea aici..............am gasit-o!....aprind tigarea, iau o gura de cola...si incep......mi-am aruncat o privire de pe fereastra asupra orasului,nu eram multumita de ceea ce vazusem, nu voiam sa cred ceea ce ochii vedeau..am deschis dulapul plin de haine aruncate fara nici un sens am ales ceva si am plecat...ceea ce vazusem era corect..... pustietatea orasului ma deprima, in sufletul meu e o agitatie continua... trupul meu e doar elementul care tine in balans linistea din jur cu agitatia din suflet..am inceput sa caut cu privirea...caut ceva, caut o iesire,un semn dar cel mai sigur, imi caut sensul vietii...ma asez pe o banca si imi aprind o tigare....deodata linistea m-a cuprins,gresisem undeva,ma lasasem dominata de o fortza cu care luptam...brusc orasul nu mai e linistit...apare o masina dupa care incept sa vina din ce in ce mai multe....inca nu imi dadusem seama ca semaforul vietii mele se facuse verde...am ramas pe loc...secundele treceau din ce in ce mai repede......era momentul sa imi conduc propria viatza catre viitor,"mi-a murit motorul" incercand sa plec de pe loc si m-am oprit....eram singura intr-o cutie goala care nu se putea deschide....ce s-a intamplat atunci? poate prea tarziu am realizat ca pentru mine nu mai exista timp, ma simt captiva intr-un ghetzar,incerc sa ma mishc dar nu pot,nu puteam nici macar sa clipesc,inima inca imi batea...deci nu murisem.....nu simteam decat inima care imi batea cu putere..............gheatza se topeste incet.....ma trezesc, totul e schimbat...eram goala in interior precum cutia in care credeam ca am fost inchisa,aveam peretii albi si asteptau sa fie pictati....mi-am dat seama ca de fapt inceputul a fost doar un semn pentru mine....."What's hidden in an empty box?".......nimic nu mai e la fel,pustietatea din mine ma face sa simt teama care se accentueaza si in final este frica....trebuie sa fac ceva........incep sa merg...................grabesc pasul....................alerg, vad totul in treacat............fericire, iubire, ura, tristete, calmitate, agitatie, boala........simturi care au fost inghetzate...........brusc ma opresc....lumea parca e nebuna iar eu nu le inteleg nebunia, ma uit in jur, analizez...............trag linie............e timpul sa o iau de la capat, sa imi redobandesc simturile...............plec..........atenta la detalii, la oamenii din jur, invatz de la ei......imi spun in gand "POT SI EU" si zambesc.........redobandisem Siguranta......am pornit la drum......de atunci ma simt ca un trecator singuratic care incearca sa profite de sansa care ii fusese oferita............destul cu povestile din spatele cuvintelor.......putina relaxare.......trag 2 fumuri si las degetele sa alunce pe tastatura inca neuzata......ce sa fie in mintea voastra cand cititi aceste lucruri? cati din cei cititi si ma cunoasteti nu v-ati gandit niciodata ce ascund eu? sunt interbari retorice pentru mine........nu multi au fost cei care stiau ca pot dar cei care stiau ma considerau o ciudata...poate ca sunt sau poate ca nu....dar asta este mintea omului...cand vede ceva diferit in loc sa aprecieze ia in deradere acest fapt....nu sunt altfel decat voi....dar e un lucru simplu...toti suntem speciali in felul nostru dar nu toti intelegem specialitatea celui din jur sau poate ca nu vrem sa acceptam gandul ca suntem speciali si mergem in continuare pe lucruri comune si lucruri care duc la obishnuintza.............o noua zi poate ca e o noua sansa sau un pas inainte sau poate o schimbare sau.........poate fii orice pentru ca mintea e facuta ca sa creeze.............prea multe informatii momentan.....va las sa le "digerati".........Respectele mele! </strong></span>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-2719042322211366102011-06-30T08:08:00.001-07:002011-06-30T08:08:56.439-07:00Eu, Tu & Noi<span style="font-size: large;"> Inca de mici am incercat sa te ajut dar nu acceptai,cand am reusit ai disparut fara nici o explicatie,stiam ca nu esti bine dar tu nu stiai asta inca traiai in locul care te-a indepartat de toti,speram in revenirea ta. daca mai stiu eu bine eram la tara, locul caruia tu ii spui "acasa"(nu inteleg nici acum de ce faci asta) era placut afara soare, totul verde.....nu ma trezisem de mult timp si asa cum faceam si cum inca mai fac, atunci stateam pe treptele de la intrare si am primit un mesaj,erai bine, iti revenisei si de atunci am luat-o de la capat.....nu am intrebat nimic, nu am spus nimic in legatura cu anii in care ai stat departe.....au inceput iesiri si momente de neuitat dar u inca mai priveai inapoi......te simteam rece,asa te simt si acum desi tu nu vezi.....am incercat de multe ori sa iti arat asta dar nu accepti....pentru ca tu iti impui sentimentul ca esti ok desi stii ca nu e asa.....am trecut prin schimbari in anii astia, de o parte stiai de unele nu....2009 era raspunsul......si a fost ti-am spus cam tot si te-am ajutat prea mult.....te intelegeam mereu, iti stiam momentele si am fost printre putinii sau poate singura care ti-a ramas cu adevarat aproape.....am stiut ca e momentul sa iti deschid o usa si am facut-o. ce nu ai inteles tu e ca tu nu esti ca mine si nu te pot ajuta in tot.eu nu vad lumea prin ochii tai asa cum nici tu nu poti sa vezi lumea prin ochii mei.stiu ca doar tu o sa intelegi ce scriu asa ca nu scriu cronologic ce imi vine in minte.nu mai am putere,sunt lipsita de energie si m-am impacat cu ideea asta. prima oara cand am simtit asta am plecat impreuna pentru a ne reincarca bateriile, a doua oara am plecat singura fara sa spun de ce si pentru ce avand o acoperire pentru tot,acum simt nevoia sa ma reincarc iar si asta o sa se intample poate ca fara sa stie absolut nimeni....transformare e cuvantul meu pe care tu nu il intelegi.....desi nu ti-ai dat seama erai orbita de o raza cand eu eram in umbra cerand ajutor....ai ales raza care stralucea si care arata a speranta pentru tine iar eu......eu sunt umbra care acopera pamantul.....am strigat dar tu nu ai auzit sau poate ca nimeni nu a auzit dar cineva m-a vazut.....era prea departe sa ma ajute dar tot a incercat....nu vreau sa te supar,vreau sa iti arat ca asa cum u ai nevoie de ajutor si altii au.a fost greu cat am stat ascunsa dar a fost si frumos ca ma distram cu voi.....acum u ce faci? incerci marea cu degetul sa vezi cat e de adanca? ai gresit locul pentru ca acolo era un ghetzar......ai uitat ca nu stii cine sunt? ai uitat ca vedeti doar ce va arat eu? sau poate ca ai uitat vorbele mele aruncate in vant sperand ca cineva sa le prinda......nu mai ai nevoie de mine,ti-am aratat destul si nu numai eu.....legatura o sa fie rupta ca sa poti face tu alta.....nu sunt ok,nici rau nu sunt si nici undeva la mijloc.....plutesc unde ma duce vantul......ai ranit multi si multe fara sa vezi ca ei doar voiau sa te ajute cand sufletul striga dupa ajutor dar mintea nu voia sa arate asta, eu sunt printre ei...da,chiar sunt.....love to be loved parca se spune,nu? tu de ce nu stii asta? de ce nu intelegi ca daca stai calm/calma o sa primesti totul? poate ca eu nu am fost un exemplu ok ca pe langa prieteni am avut si dushmani dar nu uita ca sunt multi care se multumesc cu mine pentru ca nu ma supar cand ma fac nebuna.....asta e ceea ce simteam sa fac si o fac cu capul sus chiar daca o sa te ranesc putin. lasa barfele in spate, accepta sa iese adevarul. nu te mai ascunde,fii tu si atat,nu te mai gandii la ce vor spune ceilalti,traieste dupa propriile reguli. eu am facut asta, am gresit, am fost jucata in picioare,am fost ignorata si aratata cu degetul dar am simtit ce e iubirea,fericirea si am stiut mereu sa zambesc. am capul sus si acolo va ramane desi sufletul sta in genunchi si implora pentru ceva mai bun....puterea pe care o arati ii fascineaza pe ceilalti dar ei nu stiu ca puterea e de la ei....si nici nu trebuie sa stie....in viitor nu pot sa vad dar trecutul mi-e martor la prezentul pe care il traiesc.arata zambete sincere si celui pe care il dispretuiesti cel mai mult......sinceritatea...hm.....asta ii sperie pe multi:)) spune in fatza ce ai de spus, spune cu zambetul pe buze chiar daca ii spui ca il urasti cu toata fiintza ta.....TU, invatza sa traiesti !!!!</span>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-22973951805589450402011-06-30T08:06:00.001-07:002011-06-30T08:06:58.960-07:00I wish i wasn't<span style="font-size: large;"> Da, a trecut ceva timp de cand am scris ultima data.....destule luni......poate mult prea multe.....acelasi stil...tigari,bricheta,scrumiera dar faca cola:) e prea devreme pt asta, e chiar 7 dimi :)) let's begin......</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> Sambata....inceput nu prea bun, plictiseala cateva filme, vine un prieten(motiv de relax...cateva filme horror) totul parea prea nasol, prea pus la punct....noroc sau ghinion ca a sunat Little Aquarius? da, a sunat sa ma cheme in club....suna tentant dar facusem deja o promisiune....din pacate sau fericire nu puteam rata distractia chiar daca renuntam la filme.....aveam nevoie de energie.am gandit putin si pana la urma am acceptat.....asa fara prea mult chef ma pregatesc, suna sa cobor...hm....emotii? nu :)) eram in dubii putin pt ca nu cunoasteam inca pers a3a care s'a dovedit a fi cea mai importanta....aceeasi eu, nimic schimbat, inca ok.....incepe sa fie funny....desi am simtit ceva am tinut pt mine pentru ca sunt eu si sentimentele mele nu le spun,doar le scriu...era o lupta nebuna in mine, nu mai intelegeam nimic.....cuvinte cu subinteles sau sunt eu nebuna? nu am bagat de seama....mereu imi repetam ca sunt eu si mi se pare, era imposibil.....buy me a drink? why? you don't even know me...aa.....da,mama e de vina:)) frumoasa replica......incercand sa il ajut pe L.A. sa se uite dupa femei observ ceva ciudat, nici acum nu stiu de ce, cum......a fost....incet incepe distractia:) inabordabila ca de obicei incep sa realizez ca are unele tresaturi care imi plac....micile discutii au fost de ajuns cat sa imi dau seama ca imi place gandirea lui.......imi e teama si acum sa scriu,mi'am pierdut "antrenamentul" dar inca ramane o nebunie.....alti baieti?nimic interesant,aveam langa mine ce imi doream dar nu puteam face nimic,imi repetam mereu ca sunt nebuna si trebuie sa stau linistita.....imi doream sa il ating, sa ii simt caldura mainilor, sa il simt langa mine.....imi puneam intrebari fara raspuns, nu stiam ce sa inteleg...interesat de mine sau doar distrat? incepe sa zambeasca...hm....frumos zambet......unul chiar sincer........nu,nu ma atragi daca scoti limba, am ceva in plus,un pierce....deci, alta metoda?hm....nu, nu am sanii mari, doar purtam sutien, treci la urmatoarea faza ca poate gasesti ceva pana la urma....erai in spate, m'ai atins, de ce? voiai sa ma atentionezi ca esti acolo? stiam deja asta, te simteam dar nu te puteam privi....ma gandeam ca ai iesit in club la agatzat de pitipoance.....da, stiu vestita vorba "pisa'te pe noi!" o foloseamcu ceva timp in urma, in timpul in care am fost fericita...da, mi'ai amintit ca pot sa fiu fericita...uita'te si tu la ele ca si ele te privesc, lasa'ma pe mine.....tu razi de ele, nu e frumos chiar daca au venit si ele in club sa bea cate un suc si sa puna mana pe unu cu bani,masina si sa arate si bine daca se poate....stiu, sunt niste proaste, nu stiu ce inseamna viata adevarata si greutatile ei, cred ca in felul asta se realizeaza...sunt doar proaste....randul meu sa ma duc la bar? ok, o fac si pe asta ca imi esti drag:P....ma duc la bar....vai....eu pitica, barul pana la gat:)) totul ok pana aud ca ma striga cineva, ma intorc, nimic interesant, doar o veche cunostinta care voia sa stie daca sunt cu iubitul si sa ii dau nr de tel...cum sa fac asta cand incep sa te plac pe tine?nu,nu dau numarul oricui.....plec invingatoare cu paharele....da, te vad, zambesti, povestesc faza, nimic interesant....having fun....e ok, nu trebuie sa te uiti mereu in spate cand dansezi, poate sa se uite ei dar nu ma intereseaza, ma simt bine...traiesc...dansez....simt.....simt privirea ta.....erai captivat de tipa in negru...nimic interesant la ea, renunt si te las sa o privesti.....ma pun jos....inca te uiti la mine, de ce? te'am lasat sa iti faci de cap cu ea....hai.....fa'i un pas catre ea......poate e mai ok sa ma ridic......hm....nice ass!!!!!! da, ti'a zis L.A. ce am zis:)) stiu ca sunt nebuna! dar te plac si nu vreau sa iti arat prea mult.....te duci sus, ok! moment in care pot sa privesc si eu in alta parte.....te vad, te uiti, ma uit...doar atat pot....simt o durere, te plac dar nu pot face nimic....asta e viata imi spun si renuntz.....sa te pup? da,imi doream dar mai bine ma pupi tu:) imi place sa ma simt copilul mic si rasfatat dar si iubit:) oare? de tine? am vreo speranta? se poate? nu cred....ok, plecam....imi ziceam ca vreau sa te mai vad, nu vreau acasa.....da, L.A. a pierdut telul, norocul meu....fuck! mereu cand iti intalnesc ochii simt ca o iar razna..ce e cu mine? de cand nu am mai simtit eu asta? da, e mult timp! deja ma sperii....eu stand cuminte intre scaune ma gandeam cat de complicata e viata mea si cum nu am avut niciodata ce mi'am dorit...iti simt buzele pe obraz....incep sa zambesc...incepe sa imi placa....fuck! atata caldura transmisa printr'un pupic? vreau mai mult, mai mult.....inchid ochii si uit de tot, fluturasii? da, sunt si ei pe acolo, zboara linistiti si in pace. plecam....de ce muti oglinda? ti'am zis ca am sutien si am sanii mici....aaaa.......voiai sa ma privesti? nu cred! alung acest gand....masaj? vrei? da? ti'as face dar nu pot sa trec peste orgoliul meu, iti doresti ceva obtine'l.....zambesti? si eu........helin?fuck! nu vreau acolo, am amintiri si nu vreau sa imi vina in minte, vreau sa savurez seara alaturi de tine,in gandul meu....accept...majoritatea castiga.....eu am castigat:)) nu era nimic......va e foame? ok, va astept in masina, tristetea revine alaturi de gandul ca nu pot sa fiu a ta si ca tu nu poti sa fi al meu...cad pe ganduri.....ok, ies si eu......pe banca seara.....masini trecand discutii......relaxare, ma linistesc.....unde pleci? de ce asa brusc? ce faci? un trandafir? de ce? cui? mie?? merit? da...da...da...mama ta este vinovata....inchid ochii si miros trandafirul....cel mai sincer trandafir primit vreodata.....uitasem cum te simti cand primesti o floare,uitasem de micile momente care te fac sa zambesti....da, m'am uitat nu e alb....si daca era alb ce???? mai conteaza? era primit de la el.....fuck! m'ai bulversat total...nu mai inteleg nimic! nimic ! nimic!plecam? asa de repede? ok....suntem obositi,......deja o iau razna cand imi amintesc...a fost atat de scurta seara....a fost frumos pentru mine...pentru tine? poate ca nu pot sa primesc raspunsul asta.....de ce s'a terminat asa? era totul ok pana la trandafir...de ce l'am primit? ce am facut? nu il merit.....inca nu ma cunosti......mergeam catre casa parca eram purtata de adierea vantului, nimic nu ma putea trezi din acel vis frumos....zambeam.....un vechi prieten....a,da...trebuie sa vorbesc cu el....de la prieten? nu, din pacate nu am asa ceva, o simpla cunostita........mi'as dorii eu sa fie prietenul.....ajung acasa, pastrez trandafirul, macar atat sa am daca pe el nu il pot avea....ma trezesc cu tine in gand, de ce? ce cauti in mintea mea? ai fost doar un trecator sau poate eu am fost doar o trecatoare......grea e viata....da L.A., mergem si la un suc.....ma deschid in fata lui, ii spun tot.....ii spun fericirea de care am avut parte si de care am fugit, ii spun durerea care ma apsa pe suflet...e dureros......ma trec lacrimile cand scriu, nu mai stiu sa zambesc cu sufletul.......e greu....caut persoana potrivita? am gasit'o dar e imposibil din pct meu de vedere.......sper....sper....sper...spun tot pana la urma......of....iesi din gandul meu te rog!!! te rog!!!! nu vrei? te tin eu aici? nu, ai intrat singur....vrei sa iesi? doar cand primesc o confirmare.....dupa multe ore ajung acasa....trandafirul parca imi zambeste...doar atat mi'a ramas....poze? nu, nu sunt postate! miros trandafirul.....imi pun in gand sa fac asta in fiecare zi pana isi pierde mirosul.....disper, inebunesc....iesi din gandul meu......sentimente? nu ma inteleg......sper....el? nu mai e in gandul meu, da, am trecut peste.......dar altceva ma roade acum....de ce trandafir? de ce florile mele preferate? nu stie nimeni cat iubesc eu trandafirii.....de ce ai facut asta? ce ai simtit? iti bati joc de mine? nu, nu ma las asa ushor....spun tot,L.A. ma intelege...sper ca prin el sa metin legatura asta.....ce face? e plecat? pacat.....o sapt? cam mult.....tot nu vrei sa iesi din mintea mea? ce ai cu mine? eu nu am facut nimic....de ce doamne trebuie sa sufar atat sperand la ceva care pare imposibil? plang acum......am gresit? stiu, am gresit mult dar sunt dispusa sa ma schimb, sa indrept acele greseli daca am pe cineva puternic langa mine......bani?masina? e treaba lui, a muncit pentru ele, eu il vreau pe el....il vreau pentru ce e, pt gandire.....da.....visez prea mult.....plimbari cu el? relaxare alaturi de el? e prea mult, stiu dar sper in continuare...........pe zi ce trece trandafirul isi pierde mirosul, simt ca o data cu mirosul se duc si sansele mele.......dar am amintirile, am mirosul in minte, zambetul, sarutul.....fuck......deja nu mai suport.....simt ca platesc prea scump pentru greselile mele.....atat imi doresc, sa am langa mine o persoana sincera si care sa ma faca sa ma simt fericita...e mult? sunt dispusa sa ma schimb? da, as renunta la vicii! de ce? e prea greu? la cat de mult imi doresc sa il am langa mine nu e prea mult.....sunt dispusa sa lupt cu mine atata timp cat am pe cineva langa mine......fericire? de cand nu ai mai vazut dana asa ceva? da, a trecut un an de cand ai fost fericita cu adevarat....chiar un an.....nu ma mai inteleg.....plang pentru ceva ce nu exista....speranta? da,am dar ceea ce nu am e siguranta......ma mint singura spunand ca o sa fiu ok daca o sa primesc un raspuns negativ......imi doresc ceva atat de mult......de ce nu pot sa primesc? deja incepe sa doara...lacrimile? da, ele inca dor, sunt pt ca nu pot sa am niciodata ce imi doresc, mereu am avut obstacole.....imi pun in gand ca daca eu nu pot sa fiu fericita macar cei apropiati mie sa fie.........cel mai negativ rapuns....atata energie negativa poate sa aiba o persoana...ma distruge....simt ca pierd.....pierd.....pierd o lupta...oare razboiul il castig? deja prea multe intrebari....da, m'ai convins L.A., trebuie sa scriu, poate asa uit de durerea ce o port in suflet.......da, chiar am suflet!nu ma crede nimeni? desi par o luptatoare nu sunt! sau poate ca sunt in afara dar inauntru e un mic copilas care sta in genunchi si se roaga sa fie fericit...sa aiba si el macar o data ce si'a dorit....parintii? da, ii am dar au uitat sa ma faca sa fiu fericita. sora? da e ok si ea dar acum are cine sa o faca sa zambeasca....am ramas singura....nu mai am pe nimeni......e greu.....nu e cel mai greu moment dar e unul destul de greu....realizez ca pt o secunda poti avea tot dar in secunda urmatoate poti sa nu mai ai nimic.......raman si fara speranta...totul se prabuseste in jurul meu.....relatii care se mentin,casatorii, dorinte impartasite cu cel iubit......cel iubit? eu nu am gasit nici macar persoana langa care sa fiu fericita pana la iubire e mult......sufletul sta in genunchi, se roaga sa fie fericit, sa invete sa iubeasca iar, cauta pe cineva care sa il ridice..........nu mai exista nimic....absolut nimic....ramane gol ca pana acum asteptand un alt trecator.......da, te vreau, inca esti in gandul meu.....privesc trandafirul sau ceea ce a mai ramas din el ca deja i'au cazut petalele, se ofileste si el........vad cum in fiecare zi se duce cate putin din fericirea simtita atunci.......nu, nu m'am indragostit! doar am gasit pe cineva care m'a facut sa zambesc si nu cu zambetul fals pe care il folosesc in fiecare zi......mai iau putina cofeina, poate asta ma tine inca treaza si pe linia de plutire.....e prea mult pentru mine, simt ca cedez......mereu am stiut ceva sigur, acum am numai semne de intrebare.....poate raspunsurile nu o sa le am dar o sa am amintirea........nu,nu sunt nebuna, chiar nu sunt, sunt doar putin ciudata....vreau o schimbare in viata mea, vreau ceva mai bun de la mine, stiu ca pot dar singura nu am puterea necesara sa fac asta,m'am inchis in mine foarte mult, am nevoie de cineva care sa imi arate ca viata e si frumoasa, ca merita sa zambesc nu sa traiesc doar ca sa ajung la ziua mortii.....imi doresc prea mult? de ce ceilalti au tot si eu nimic? de ce macar de data asta nu primesc ce imi doresc?stiu, ma incurc in cuvinte, e o nebunie totala, nu se mai intelege nimic.....trebuie doar simtit....e totul numai despre tine.....cine esti tu? nici eu nu stiu dar stiu ca incet ai facut inima mea sa te strige, sa se chinuie si sa spere la o sansa alaturi de tine......a trecut o ora, deja???? e 8:00......raman pe loc, blocata, privind cum au inceput sa se ofileasca petalele care erau perfecte, gandindu'ma la momentul in care l'am primit.....da, e langa pc, e aici de o sapt aproape, am incercat sa il mut dar nu am putut, simteam nevoia sa il privesc mereu.....cand deschid ochii dimineata el este printre putinele lucruri pe care le vad.....imi e teama, mi'e teama ca intradevar ai fost doar un actor grabit care si'a jucat rolul si a plecat zambind.....doar un trecator care sa imi aminteasca faptul ca orice as face mai exista o speranta catre fericire....ce cauti tu in viata mea? de ce ai venit in viata mea????e prea mult pana si pentru mine.....ganduri ciudate.....eu sa imi doresc sa atat de mult sa fiu cu cineva nu prea s'a intamplat asta.......da, a inceput la tv nelly-just a dream......oare doar asta o sa ramai? just a dream??? don't take my dream! please.....i need that.......nici macar nu pot sa citesc ce am scris pana acum.....un lucru il stiu sigur, vei ramane mereu ceva pentru ca am ales sa scriu si sa imi pun gandurile in ordine....e singurul lucru care m'ar putea ajuta daca nu reusesc sa te am.......god help me! nu mai pot, usor cedez dar nu ma las pana nu stiu ceva sigur.......punct si de la capat? nu!!! eu vreau doar o virgula in viata mea.....chiar asta merit? o simpla sansa e prea mult?ascult the great gig in the sky....putini sunt cei care stiu mel asta.......e prea mult, deja incep sa nu mai fiu sigura pe mine, incep sa pierd oare? sau asa trebuie sa se intample? liniste.........ganduri...........speranta........fericire.....lacrimi.....durere......speranta.....calm...relaxare.......ce scriu? nici eu nu stiu, nu e stilul meu, ce am scris simt ca e o nebunie totala....fara nici un mesaj.....sau poate e scris doar pentru tine, poate doar reprezinta ultimele zile.....azi sa fie ziua decisiva? sper! in felul asta stiu ce am de facut, stiu ce drum sa aleg.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">He is the mind injector, the heart protector</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The sole defender of anything I fear</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The baby conceiver, the make me believer</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The joy bringer, the love giver</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">These words are only frostin' on my cake</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Feelings explained, don't do justice to how I feel</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">So alive, so in love for the first time.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">No way can I hide who, what...</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> Asta simt in legatura cu tine, trecatorule....o simt din totul sufletul meu.......nu am mai simtit intradevar asta......imi pare rau daca nu o sa vrei sa intrii in viata mea.....imi pare rau ca nu siu sa te fac sa intrii in ea.......imi pare rau ca nu o sa te pot avea......nu stiu sa pierd dar de data asta pierd in fata ta, in fata unui trecator.......</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I'm home alone again</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">And you're out hangin with your friends</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">So you say</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Somehow I know it's not quite that way</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It's getting pretty late</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I wish that you were home</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Holdin me tight in your arms</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">And I wish I could go back</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">To the day before we met</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">And skip my regret</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> And This is The end.....nu stiu ce am scris, cred ca e o nebunie totala, doar am simtit nevoia sa scriu......</span>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3523262221774519731.post-74482847056144703422011-06-30T07:49:00.000-07:002011-06-30T07:49:07.008-07:00Things<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Traiesc respirand...asteptand momentul decisiv, momentul final care ne trece in nefiinta.....momentul in urma caruia ne transformam intr'o amintire,o lacrima, un zambet sau o tristete.....ultimul lucru pe care as vrea sa il vad inainte sa inchid pentru ultima data ochii e cerul....simt ca am o legatura cu el dar de fapt eu sunt legatura intre el si pamant...eu sunt cea pentru care el exista...noi suntem cei pentru care el este acolo.....simt ca acesta nu este jocul meu, parca traiesc in jocul altei persoane, parca nu e viata mea....locul meu nu e aici......as vrea sa vina o ploaie puternica, sa stau in mijlocul ei, sa inchid ochii si sa imi spuna unde sunt eu, cine sunt eu si care este rolul meu aici.....sa ma trezesc in alt loc, in locul care imi este destinat, sa nu mai fie nevoie sa il caut la infinit.....am nevoie de un semn de la Tine ca sa imi cunosc scopul si sa pot sa il indeplinesc......de ce sunt Aquarius cand puteam sa fiu altceva? De ce sunt fata cand puteam sa fiu baiat? De ce sunt aici cand puteam sa fiu in alte locuri??? poate ca fac parte dintr'un alt loc si poate ca aici imi este scopul, aici am ceva de facut, aici trebuie sa le fiu profesor altora....dar profesorul meu cine este? Eu ii invat pe altii dar pe mine cine ma invata? Am grija de ei dar de mine cine are? Eu? De unde atata putere cat sa am grija si de mine? De unde atata speranta pentru mine? Pentru ei pot face eu ceva dar pentru mine nu....pentru mine poate s'a facut si asa am ajuns aici, asa mi'a fost scris sa ma nasc aici si sa traiesc invatzand de la ceilalti, invatzand ceva ce mereu am sentimentul ca stiu.....sau poate m'am trezit dintr'o cutie si invatz pentru a 2a oara cum e sa simt, cum e sa traiesc si cum e sa lupt.....e greu sa lupti pentru ceilalti cand nu le cunosti gandurile,e greu sa ii invetzi cand nu stii cat pot sa duca, e greu sa le explici cand nu stii cat pot sa inteleaga......sau poate asta cred eu...ca e greu.....poate tot ce se intampla e doar in mintea mea, poate vad eu lucrurile cu alti ochi......m'am nascut sub semnul nesigurantei....nu sunt sigura de nimic, nici macar semnul zodiei mele nu este ceva sigur...oare s'a impiedicat acel om cu ulciorul? Oare intentionat varsa apa? Oare mai ramane apa in ulcior sau o varsa pe toata? Nici macar asta nu este sigur deci...ce sa mai zic de mine? Cand am atatea intrebari fara raspuns, atatea lucruri de neinteles si atatea dorinte neimplinite......eu as vrea ca sa fiu tu dar tu ti'ai dori ca sa fiu eu? Ai accepta sa traiesti o zi in locul meu ca sa vezi cum sunt, ca sa vezi ce simt si cum traiesc? Nu, nu as accepta asta, e o provocare prea mare pentru tine, e prea mult, e prea simplu ca sa intelegi ceva.....simplitatea ma deprima, am nevoie de nebunie, de agitatie, de chestii care par imposibile ca sa traiesc cu adevarat, ca sa simt ca simt ceva, ca sa respir normal in viata mea.....imi e teama de multe dar pusa fata in fata cu momentul,cu lucrul sau cu actiunea de care imi e teama realizez ca e doar o impresie,ca e doar un motiv ca sa nu fac acel lucru....imi doresc sa fiu copil si sa nu stiu nimic, sa traiesc cu gandul ca maine e o alta zi, mine pot sa o iau de la capat...dar maine e doar legatura dintre ieri si azi, maine e doar urmarea greselilor facute azi sau zambetul de care am uitat ieri.....maine traiesc ceea ce fac azi iar azi uit ceea ce am gresit ieri.....a fost o vreme in care traiam fara sa ma doboare nimic,a fost o vreme in care m'am ridicat singura, cu mesaje scrise aiurea, cu citate si cu cuvinte luate de prin carti si am reusit....acum de ce nu mai fac asta?renunt asa usor? Cred ca nu,cred ca e cazul sa ma trezesc din vis si sa pornesc ca o fantoma in lumea asta aratandu'le doar degetul mijlociu celor care sperau ca voi ramane asa,celor care nu au avut incredere in mine si celor care se bucurau de suferintele mele, e cazul sa fiu eu, doar eu cu mine si atat.....dar cate sanse ai in viata...una, doua sau trei?? de fapt nu avem nici una, de fapt doar noi traim despre ideea ca sansele sau terminat sau ca cineva ne da sanse la viata....am vazut moartea de multe ori dar cred ca nu a fost momentul desi imi doream sa fiu eu cea care inchide ochii pentru eternitate. Nu am pacalit moartea,doar nu era cazul meu, nu era momentul sa fac asta, lasam treburi neterminate si multe intrebari in jurul meu....renuntz, spun pas si merg mai departe.....</span></div>Aquariushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03020920577202519259noreply@blogger.com4